Chapter 2
I like to describe my enlightening process as feeling like Universal Gas lighting. It’s not a really pleasant experience, well at least for me. Maybe some would find it fun to have reality bend around them in such a way that you feel as if you have been placed in a living prison, and really that is what this all is, a giant space Australia, a prison planet, sent here for some unmemorable crime committed in past life times to be repeated over and over until the submission to the learning process is finally accepted, or so it seems.
We last left off from our Wonder Bread experience, we found ourselves seeing a pattern, the bars on the prison so to speak. In an epic moment, my husband was overwhelmed by this matrix, nearly to death. I was looking for an answer, any answer, I put out a universal call for help and that was when I glanced down, how did we get here, why are we here and what do I do about it? I then noticed my tattoo on my right wrist. It was a tattoo I had gotten the previous year to cover a tattoo I had from my last marriage, yes I know, do not get relationship markers engraved, except this was an important marker, a clue on top of a clue. The first tattoo was an infinity loop and I had it covered by a symbol I had first come across in the store where my husband was an astrologer and tarot advisor, that we eventually came to own. It was an amulet that was for protection, and I felt compelled to wear it. I had no idea what this symbol was at the time, and for some reason, I kept losing it, it would just slip off my neck. Eventually I decided to transform my infinity loop into this amulet symbol. I found out later that this was the alchemical symbol for sulfur, but what I didn’t know at the time was that this was also a symbol used by the Cathar people.
No one really knows why the Cathar people used that symbol, as all of their book were burned by the Catholic Church. Once on that mountain I had a moment of realization, This was not my first time here, this was a past life and I had subconsciously sent myself a message by choosing this ancient Cathar symbol. My guide at Montsegur asked me why I had chosen it, I didn’t really have an answer for him, I know why I had chosen it at the time, nor did I know that there was an ancient prophecy about the return of these Cathars, more on that later. I had also added another image, it was the Oroborus, but not a standard one, it was the snake transforming into a dragon/bird. A powerful image showing a completion and an evolution, but of what?
Suddenly like a flash sitting next to my husband, in that intimate moment, I realized that my husband and I were stuck in a loop, an infinite continuation of circumstances, yet in that symbol was also an answer out out of the loop, it was the double cross. What I believe the ancient Cathars were saying is that this realm is an infinite prison, that requires a blood sacrifice, why every spiritual tradition must have a sacrifice, by either animals, humans or self. The only sacrifice I that I knew about that did not require my animals, my children or myself was Yahshuah.
I knew that the pagan Jesus was a sun deity and that it had be co opted by the Greeks. The Hebrew Yahshuah, his name meant Yah is salvation. It was all I had in that moment, I offered my understanding to Joe Bill and I saw a little glimmer shimmer in his eye. He paused and said that makes some sense, I was relieved he agreed. We both in that moment called out to Yahshuah and within minutes we felt the walls back down and relief of the crushing anxiety. Peace started to ease into my soul, but it was only for a time, as soon the information and understanding of what we had experienced began to manifest in its fullness, it soon brought a realization of the urgency we found our self in, not just us, but the world.
I write even now with an urgency and ask those who read for forgiveness for my short and to the point writing. I am feeling even now this world is on the brink of heading toward a path that is unrecoverable, short of God himself putting a stop to it, I feel I must finish my contribution, to get my knowledge out there, no matter how insignificant it may seem to some. It was in the days and weeks following this transition, I started to piece together the Magdalene Syndrome, and one morning a young couple walked into my store. There she was, in flaming red hair and worn out makeup, if my understanding was right, she was a Magdalene. She was quiet and didn’t speak much, her boyfriend was grilling me about my metaphysical knowledge, testing me like some self authorized alchemy wizard to see if I was worthy of owning the store, this happens more than I would like to experience on a daily basis, so as he finally wore out from sharing his wisdom with me, I looked at this young gal and I said may I ask you a few questions? She said sure, why not?
I then started down the list of Magdalene check points I had compiled, she answered Yes to all of them, much to her surprise, but only a conformation of mine. I warned her that some of them may be blunt and I do not judge, but I had a hunch about her. Have you been sexually abused? Yes, she said looking concerned. Do you have problems with addiction? Yes she said looking more concerned. Do all the men you are in a relationship with suddenly seem to behave erratically as if they are possessed and then not remember? YES! Do these men either leave you, try to kill you or die? All three! Do you love Jim Morrison? YES! Do you have an obsession with Maryilyn Monroe? Omg Yes. Do you feel like you have an invisible friend that follows you since childhood? Why yes! Do you have or wear Fleur De Lys or any cities that use the Fleur De Lys? With eyes wide she unzipped her jacket and revealed her New Orleans Fleur De Lys tee shirt. She stopped me at this point and said you are freaking me out…I said I have one more question. Does the name Magdalene mean anything to you? Her mouth dropped open and she pulled up her sleeve and there on her arm was tattooed Magdalene. She said “How did you know”? I said because I’ve lived it. It was at this point she started to unravel, tell me all her secrets, her life story. I did my best over the next several visits to offer my advice and all seemed to go well until it came time to change. This is where the Magdalene meets the road. The one Magdalene trait that not one of them want to deal with is a massive EGO. This would be the hard road to heal the duality, what I call a curse on the throat chakra. They either vacillate between “Saint” or “Whore, they save the world or they destroy it, along with themselves and everyone around them. They also many times hold a victimization, no one loves them or understands them, they think they are insane or have been told they are. They are the outcasts of the world, hiding away in their underworld, eternally emo on the island of misfit toys. I have now met probably somewhere around 150 Magdalene types, and only maybe 10 full blown Magdalenes, it is heart breaking, as most typically it ends in tragedy for a Magdalene, that is a symptom of the archetype.
But it doesn’t have to end like this, it is a choice. No one in this world is forced to suffer, even if you find yourself stuck in an underworld web, it was you that in most cases put you there and there is a way out. After all, Mary Magdalene is the Lady of the Labyrinth.
Some tragic Magdalenes: Maryilyn Monroe Mary Todd Lincoln Marie Antoinette Amy Winehouse (died day after Magdalene feast day), Elizabeth Ann Seton, Mary Queen of Scots Jackie Onassis, The 5 victims of Jack the Ripper. Oh yes, Men can also be caught up in the Magdalene web, and typically it does not go well for them either. Premature death or violence is the typical of the out come for men caught up in this complicated world, it is the reason they leave the Magdalene if they survive. On some level they know that it will not end well, so they either become the abused or the abuser, if they are dearly in love they will die for her, becoming themselves a “Jesus” Archetype. Sacrificing themselves unknowingly.
Abraham Lincoln JFK Tom Hanks (knowingly or unknowingly involved in the movies tied to this mystery) Jack the Ripper J.V. Cain (born and died on Magdalene’s feast day) Jim Morrison These are just a few samplings my husband and I have come across over the last two years of our research and experience.
The Symptoms
The “symptoms” of the Magdalene Syndrome are vast, this list is not comprehensive and is only a small list. Some symptoms are easily described, some are still a mystery I am unraveling.
In my estimation and experience, Archetypes are given as an example of what not to do, in other words its like a remembrance or story of what got you into this repeating cycle to begin with, and how it usually ends in tragedy. Mythological stories usually point to some sort of horrid ending. I believe it is our job to find the Archetype we line up with and then see it in our selves, to then elevate the story, to break out of the downward spiral and elevate the past. If your ego attaches to the story, or you somehow feel more special because of it, that is the very trap you will find yourself in. The Minotaur is always seeking to devour the occupants of the Labyrinth.
Here are a small sampling of the ‘symptoms’ of the Magdalene Syndrome. How it works? On their own they are simply just people places and random facts. Yet, if you start to see several dates, places, names repeat over and over in a pattern, then either it means something or it means nothing. A question I ask people is “Do names, objects, history have meaning?” If the answer is yes, then when do things stop having meaning? It stops at the point we stop understanding their connections. However if I look at this as a language that has meaning, similar to the Native American point of view. Either everything means something or nothing does. Just because I may not understand the language, doesn’t mean it stops having meaning. This is a peek into the window of the Magdalene Code:
Places:
France: Everything and anything France, French. Names, Places, objects, symbols. Particularly the south of France. It is said in extra biblical texts that Magdalene landed on the shores of southern France in a rudderless boat and spent 30 years in a cave and teaching the secrets knowledge of Yahshuah. Or any City that resonates to France. New Orleans, St. Louis, Louisville etc…
Scotland: It is said the Knights Templars underground brought secret treasures to Scotland specifically to Rosslyn Chapel (see the DaVinci Code).
Maryland: For obvious reasons. Any places named Mary, or derivative of that name.
Caves: Magdalene lived her life out in a cave in the south of France.
Knights Templar’s: The protectors of the Magdalene bloodline and holders of Temple Treasures.
Cathars: The Gnostic faith descended from Magdalene teachings.
Sea: Symbol of Venus as Magdalene is a Hebrew Venus archetype. Miriam meaning bitter water.
Venus: The overlaps of Venus and Magdalene are Heavy. She is the Hebrew Venus Archetype.
People and Names:
Mary, Miriam, Magdalene, Maggie, for obvious reasons.
Jesus, Joseph, Jason, any J name. You will find in nearly every Magdalene story a man with a J name Many times in combination with a J surname as well. Initials JJ. This is still a mystery to me as one could surmise that it stems from the name Jesus. Jesus was never his name as the J did not even exist until 300 years later. However it is consistently there. It is possible that the strong belief in Jesus and the name has imprinted upon this archetype. J is also similar to a fishhook. My friend Stuart and I discovered what Da Vinci called a Fish hook code. The Da Vinci code is real.
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Jack is the joker version of John. The dark side of John the Baptist.
Jack the Ripper: More than likely tied to Mason Rituals and Royalty.
Steve, Stephen as a name of person place or thing. St. Stephen
Marilyn Monroe hint MM is a big one.
Jacquie Onassis: Jack, JFK, Camelot
Marie Antoinette: Mary, France, EGO
Mary Todd Lincoln. Mary, husband death, Insanity.
Elvis: Like Bigfoot, Mermaids and UFO’s, Elvis is never far behind. Magdalene’s love him.
Mozart: Supernatural gifts and IQ.
Edgar Allen Poe: Underworld Magdalene emo
John Dee: User and exploiter of the Magdalene grid, used by Royals.
David Bowie: Labyrinth need I say more
Abraham Lincoln: Major Jesus Syndrome, Savior of the Union, Sacrifice of the Nation
JFK: A Mirror of Abraham Lincoln through a King Arthur lense.
The name Elizabeth seems to be a problem: John the Baptists mother was Elizabeth. I do not know of any text that speaks of a problem between Magdalene and Elizabeth, however because of personal experience I believe there could have been a belief that Magdalene was the cause of John the Baptist beheading.
Sarah is a common name around a Magdalene. It is believed that Sarah was the daughter of Yahshuah and Magdalene it means Princess. The Merovingian Kings believed they were descended from this linage.
Many more, these are a small example. Magdalenes cant help but be attracted to other Magdalenes, in their story they can also view their own, similar to a mirror.
Gnostic faith and symbols:
Alabaster Jar. Oils:`Based on the scriptures that she anointed Yahshuahs feet with costly Spikenard from her
Skulls: Magdalene seems to be artistically depicted with a skull. Some say it represents knowledge, contemplation, the head of John the Baptist, possibly all the above.
Bees: Heavily associated with Venus, many Magdalene’s respond to the bee symbol. Deborah in the bible was a Judge, her name meant Honeybee. A balanced Magdalene would make an excellent Judge, it is one of her gifts, holding the scales of Libra, ruled by Venus.
Octopus: The underworld Magdalene is attracted to this symbol for a couple of reasons. One it is a symbol of some ancient secret societies, and is used as a symbol of control. The secondary reason I found, the Octopus has three hearts, 6 legs and two arms. It is the symbol of three people fused into one. See Magdalene Attributes.
Snakes: Knowledge, transformation, many underworld Magdalene’s love this symbol.
Dates and Numbers:
8 this is the loop number, infinity.
March 14: 3.14 as in PI. Researching connections between Cathars, Abraham Lincoln. Stephen Hawking died on this date and it is also Albert Einsteins birthday. Also infinity.
March 17: This date that seems to circulate within the Magdalene loop, as it was March 16th that the Cathars were Massacred on Montsegure 1244. The Cathars were a Gnostic sect spiritually descended from the supposed Gnostic teachings coming from Mary Magdalene. And St. Patrick drove the snakes out of Ireland
July 22 : St. Mary Magdalene feast day as set by the Catholic Church as well as THE portal day. It is the only day in the calendar that belongs to nothing. It sits between the Moon and the Sun. Cancer and Leo, the gateway, the door. Magdalene is the Moon, the woman woman in Revelation 12 with the Moon under her feet. Apollo 11 mission created by JFK, landed on the moon this day.
Oct 17: This date is is a mystery yet shows up all the time.
Nov 24th Also a mystery yet shows up repeatedly.
December 21st. The darkest day of the year, or the metaphysical black sun. The traditional day of Jesus birthday on the artificial grid.
Attributes:
Red Hair or long dark hair: The Magdalena paleolithic era peoples had red hair. It is set up in the subconscious of early man. The Magdalene era paelo peoples hail from ancient Southern France.
Abuse: in any form, typically sexual. Rape, molestation. Magdalene was more than likely abused as an underworld prostitute archetype. Saint Magdalene is the patron Saint of Prostitutes.
Addiction: of any sort: Goes without saying as an underworld archetype. Sex, drugs, alcohol are typical ways the Magdalene deals with the swing in duality. OCD on the other side of the coin, super clean, perfect life, body, family, the illusion of.
Mental Disorders: Schizophrenia, paranoia, multiple personality disorder, bipolar, mental or nervous disorders. Magdalene is a natural shaman able to cross dimensions access realms. This can be considered insane without guidance or training in spiritual disciplines. Because of actual real demonic influence from multi dimensional travel, demon possession is also a real problem
Religious obsessions: with typically Catholic Church associations. According to legend Magdalene was being fed in a cave by angels. She was lured by a Catholic Priest out of her cave to a church and was fed food that poisoned her and killed her. Her bones were then interred within Catholic churches all over the world, to be used in underworld necromantic rituals and to build the power of the church
Sleep paralysis:
The dimensional swimming Magdalenes do it very easily and usually
without training, slippage into astral traveling.
Demonic
Possession or feeling tormented by a demonic presence. See Mental
Disorders.
Difficulty maintaining romantic relationships, adultery being the main theme. Masculine half having difficulty holding balance between love and rage, the reflection of the duality typically present in the Magdalene. After time seems to be less of an ability to understand why angry, as if something possesses them. The demon Asmodeous seems to be the dominant demon that torments or follows the Magdalene. He is the main principality or lead demon, also is the demon of lust. His ability to posses or torment the lovers of Magdalene to cause chaos and heartbreak, keeping Magdalene away from her true calling. She is searching for love but never able to achieve it.
Special Spiritual Abilities: Psychic, Healer, Oracle, The “Anointing of the Black Sun” or the ability to see beyond the mundane world, cut through the bullshit, the ability to see the truth of situations. Being the feminine half of Yahshuah, she would naturally be endowed with ‘super powers’.
Feeling as if there is some sort of calling, as if something is pulling them. Strange synchronicity that are beyond normal circumstances. The synchronizations surrounding Magdalene are from being the center of the Labyrinth. Like a neutron star bending gravity, ie reality around her everywhere she goes. Like a small singularity, all eyes are on Magdalene.
Because of this you will find that Magdalene’s are targets, used as powerful chess pawns by governments, corporations, political movements, churches, entertainment industry and by people wanting power. As well as targets by enemies, even if the enemy doesn’t understand the Magdalene they sense that they are the TOWER. If you can take the Tower down you cripple the enemy.
Being branded a witch, regardless of ones religious affiliation. This is usually because of the unusual circumstances and behavior of Magdalene’s. You will find Magdalene’s in every religion or spiritual belief. Although they tend to lean towards Mystical Catholicism, if they are underworld, voodoo and darker hermetic majikal systems tend to call them, Satanism
A sympathy for certain movie, music, themes of adultery, murder, abandonment, slavery, BDSM, are a few.
A close affiliation with the Military. It seems the Military have at lease a rudimentary understanding of the Magdalene, most likely in shadow government circles, as she is used heavily for power.
UFO encounters/Alien Abduction, Bigfoot. All the typical supernatural, unexplained. The Magdalene type lives in this world as a reality and most think she is crazy. In the center of the flower of life, or the labyrinth time and dimensions meet, this is where the supernatural live.
Typically above average intelligence, yet lives a reckless lifestyle. Seems to have not much common sense. Because of abuse, damaged beliefs from early childhood and carry overs from past lives, most Magdalene are misunderstood, even by themselves. A wild drive to be independent, and an over inflation of the ego causes Magdalenes to live in a a way that benefits the moment. Also a belief that they are beyond the ‘law’, and in most cases they are, however only so much mercy can be granted to living out of Gods will. See Dead Magdalene’s.
Visitations by ‘Jesus’/ Yahshuah, either in visions or dreams. There is a vast amount of women that are claiming to be Magdalene herself or as channels of her voice, particularly in the New Age movement. In the Darker versions, she shows up as followers of Lilith or other underworld characters she may have an affinity for as a way of coping with victim mentality, she is often looking for power as she does not realize her own, it will manifest in either a dark Goddess type or as Angelic.
These are only some of the base Magdalene Archetype ‘symptoms’. Like layers of light, there are small details that stack upon each other creating a narrative symphony. This book is acting as an introductory to a very rich tapestry that covers a vast space of recorded time in history. It is by no means exhaustive of my understanding of they Archetype, it is only seen through the lens of this Magdalene.
To be continued…..